can i write

how to write. my vocabulary is so limited and i seem to spell everything so so wrong.
fuck it mate. i have a lot ideas and thoughts ,had interesting journey in life, met so may interesting people . Let is write and write a lot of shit.

At this point i feel like i have been a failure in life. I have fought very hard in life. There are 2 struggles. one is outside and one is inside. I have failed in the inside one. May there is always hope and i have turned a corner.

I want a family and want a kid. That well keep me rooted and makes somehow balance my life.
I feel better already.

Life basically so so beautiful and i love it in all its colors.